This is my first writings in 2014.. should i say " Happy belated New Year ! " ? hehe. Well, it is just my prediction but it seems like this year will be the hard one for me. At the time like this, where I am sitting alone in late of night, it is even difficult for me to breath. I am overreact, aren't I ? lol... Not only breathing, also walking, moving, thinking, gossshhh...
Yesterday I said that i have some targets in this year, but too lazy to make an action. Should I make a list of things that disturb my days in this year, which I call as my target ? lol. My job in English Expo is the most tiring thing to think about. I guess i make it worst but it is probably not that difficult. The point is that I am lack of self-confidence ( while they say Scorpio has a high self-confidence -__- ). I am trying to look cool and calm every time i think about it but like Demi Lovato " I gasp for air, it feel so good but you know it hurts "...
Another one is about my proposal study. Thinking that I am now in the 6 semester is driving me so damm crazeeyyyyy. I need to decide my proposal study and submit it. I am full fear now. Fear of this and that. But what I have said, all i can do is act cool and calm, I am good at that. I will end this grumble, it is tiring..
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